Few more days to go and I’ll be 26 years old. I’m excited but at the same time I really don’t know what to do. I wish I could celebrate but I guess I won’t, it’s really a happy birthday to me anymore. Maybe I just let the time pass by, and won’t even think about it. This year is just a sad year for me I guess and that’s the reason why I don’t want to celebrate my birthday. Who know something might happen to me you know. Just like today, I thought I’ll be dead because I wasn’t able to breath for 10 to 15 seconds. Thanks God I was able to grabbed some ice from my glass and put it in my mouth. That’s all for now have a wonderful Sunday everyone.